We are in the midst of a great struggle. My heart is in knots and my stomach is feeling queasy. I am dreading the call to the realtor to be honest with the financial situation we are in. I am hoping that the owner and the realtor have a kind heart and give us a chance to rent the property. Please calm my heart and my fears. Remind me to put my faith in you and that all things will work out according to your plan and not just my will. Teach me to let You lead my life and that when I try to control my life alone things fall apart even more.