Right now, I am sitting at work ... doing nothing. I have been training my replacement for a week and so now I am just letting her take the reigns. I am sitting at the back desk just in case she needs me. But I am really serving no purpose.
Six years ago, I started with this company. I knew nothing about cars (yes, I work at an auto collision repair shop) and I didn't think I ever would get the hang of what my job was all about.
Some days, I would be so consumed by how difficult my job was. In the beginning, I would leave work and wonder if I should come back in the next day.
Six years later, I feel as if I know almost everything there is to know. I know I am good at my job and that people ask me questions when they are confused. To be honest, I like that feeling of power.
As I have sat and worked with my replacement over the last 4 days I have realized that she is starting a new chapter in her life just like I am starting a new chapter in mine.
Beginings are scary!
I will be the new kid on the block. I will have to learn how to be good at my new "job", full time student and mom.
I am really looking forward to what is in store for me and at the same time I am scared about it all.
I really don't like having conflicting feelings at all.
Tomorrow is my last day at work. I am sure as my work day winds to a close I will cry. My coworkers have turned into family and friends. I will miss all our silly banter and the stories they tell me about their kids and wives. (Yes, I work with all men) We have all promised to keep in touch and get together every once in awhile. I hope we keep that promise.
Have you ever left a job? Did you keep in touch with your former coworkers? If you quit your job to become a stay at home mom how did you adjust to your new life? Was it some what difficult to be with your children all day every day?
It was hard for me to quit my job and be a stay at home mommy. I miss the adult banter and fun we had in the office. I love being with my daughter, it is hard, and I miss "work". But this really is the best most important job in life. I will take it any day. I am thankful I can afford to stay home. Blessings on your new journey! ;)
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